Baby, ugh---I know I left you, but…but why did you let me go?
I, I, I, know its all my fault, but I just want to know…
I mean you still my girl, I got your back---that will never change…
But I can’t help but feel that my love is all the remains---”DAMN!”
See, you talked for “in the moment” yet you acted a different way…
And, and I lived for “in the moment” and thought I wanted to stay…
Slowly but surely my life is being rebuilt---I’m content with what I’ve
got…
And although it is hard I am beginning to forget what I now have not---you…

You know what, just listen and don’t say a word---nah not yet…
Sit back, relax, and think---think back to the very first time we met…
Remember how you felt around me? Those memories that we shared…
And just remember way back when, you know times when you really cared…
How could you be so heartless, so down right dirty---I fucking hate you…
But sadly I can’t sleep mad at you, you my whole essence---I hate I love
you…
Slowly but surely my life is being rebuilt---I’m content with what I’ve
got…
And although it is hard I am beginning to forget what I now have not---you…

Real love is what you got, nah, real love is what you still get…
An, an, and honestly I’m really tired of this bullshit…
To love or not, all my thoughts scrambled-n-jumbled I my mind…
Hatred and love these feelings just seem all intertwined…
YOU JUST DON’T GET IT! See, you weren’t just my lover, but my best friend
as well…
I mean I gave you all of me when in love with you I fell…
Slowly but surely my life is being rebuilt---I’m content with what I’ve
got…
And although it is hard I am beginning to forget what I now have not---you…

Lately, I just don’t see you the same, no love in your eyes just
death---thug mentality…
See, you stole my love; robbed my dreams; killed my spirits; and murdered my
sole stability…
But its cool, see I gathered up all the memories we shared---trust I made
sure I got them all…
I packed them softly since I cared, but then left the boxes in the
hall---”to the left, to the left…”
See I’ve moved on and I’m ashamed that I valued you more than I valued
myself!
Slowly but surely my life is being rebuilt---I’m content with what I’ve
got…
And although it is hard I am beginning to forget what I now have not---you…
 
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