i've never spoke about it...cuz it bring back the pain
i try not to think about it...but its like sayin your dry in pouring rain
its obvious
what happened to that Nae they use to see?
what happened to that girl who loved, faithfully?
she's gone
he took a piece of me when he took away his life
he stole that bit of sanity when he shot himself that night
i died, too
have you ever felt somethin wrong that was beyond your control
that the other person tried to hide, but you knew they werent whole?
he was broken
i didnt see it but i heard that shit
all he kept tellin me is "i cant do this"
he did
i always thought about us going to the grave
but i never thought he'd take his own life away
he left me
you may think im selfish but you just dont understand
how it feels to lose somebody when you made future plans
im lost!
why did he take his own life? why?
why do i still cry at night? why?
why?
i know how she feels...but i dont understand her strength
i dont see how she's found the nerve to consider "love" again
i dont
in one blink, i lost my love, man and best friend
and i cant even think of loving someone else again
and i wont...
 
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