there's this void in my chest that will never be filled
this spot has been vacant since my daddy was killed
no other man has came close to filling this hole
every man since has turned down the temp to make it cold
is this why I'm starting to experience chest pains?
are men the reason I have these suicidal thoughts in my brain?
am I to blame?
things have never been the same
I have the skewed perspective that things in my life will change
there are so many things in my life I need to rearrange
my heart is the only organ that experiences problems
my brain swells and aches when it tries to solve them
what is wrong with me? I'm battling depression
the balance in my heart's account has reached an ultimate recession
I'm having mood swings, coming out of nowhere
one minute my feet our on the ground, the next my pain is in the air
i don't know what to do, i don't think anybody can help me
no matter what I do, nothing to cope seems healthy
repressing makes things worse because I haven't forgot a thing
i'm always reminded that my daddy will never come back to me...
 
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