I used to have emotions, i was over stocked
I used to giva damn before my heart started to rot
I used to love a lot but now I love only a little
i used to giva fuck but now i stay out of the middle
i used to have bloody sleeves bc my heart stayed drippin
i used to care for a livin, everyones pain had me trippin
but now i'm so much colder, frozen lemon, i'm so bitter
don't even know what i told her when i met her just to get her
i should probably hold my tounge the days i think im feelin young
Bc i give out false hope when i think my spring has sprung
Cuz the thing about that spring is its really just a swtich
i'm nik, im skitzophrenic and my hobby is to flip
i'm sorry to the newbies who never got to knew me
pardon esse, excuse me for using words too loosely
i just have this bad habbit of livin too much in the moment
Spontaneity is my crutch, i should toss it but i own it
livin a life this cold? sometimes i cant help but melt
i might love you for a moment but then i forget how i just felt
i might hate you for your smile then fall for it that night
i might like you for a while, but then we duke it out and fight
when we fall asleep, i hope youre not in my arms
bc unless youre that certain she, who knows who ill be at the alarm
 
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