When u're ever mad at me ...
When things are not like they should be...
Just remember what u mean to my modest world...
Put in mind u're a page that will never be fold...
In a painful life I could hardly bare...
u grant me peace just by being dere....
I see ur figure every time I'm stabbed in life...
ur da nicest friend 'n will be a perfect wife...
when I call ur awesome name I just remember...
dat ur da closest one dat can feel my temper...
never tell ya when I'm down coz I'm sure u'd feel...
u'd da mood in my heart behind da face of steel..
something in ur home just keeps tellin' me da fact...
I belonged to this precious place without a past contact..
for so long I tried to guess if it's dat kind mother ..
as dat in my home or dat resemblin' brother..
or may be it's da chubby young sister I just adore...
just at first sight without knowin' her before!!....
or let us leave da world of persons da da world of things..
let us fly through da memory with my drawn wings...
Eating ur mom's food I started to think in a sense...
It's a feature of my mum as well , my friends confess..
dat talent in cooking that bind us all ..
to an intimate atmosphere dat never knows fall...
Oh!! I hadn't yet given u ur share , what a mess ...
It's because of da sweetness of ur family as I can guess...
staying there beside me ,holdin' ur feet :)..
without ever knowing how it is so sweet...
that msg that you were tellin' me in my seat ...
"as one of a family I shall be treated"..
"from da moment I go into dis house to da moment I leave it "..
teasing me as usual and sharin' me da fun...
I thought as one of da family after u had done...
the evil mind in me spun and spun..
I'd slap u on da forhead and HERE IS ONE !!!!...
and den da moments just went by ...
out'a da eval we're goin' and here's a goodbye..
it was so painful dat by then I had to try...
to do sth than which I'd rather die..
I had to forget about u till da last day...
of da dim vacation dat won't last to stay!!...
needn't I to say how it was goin'...
without u here ,how tedious and borin'!!!...
I hadn't noone that could take ur place...
It was some rediculous fact I had to face....
searching for some means dat could bring joy...
I had some shocks dat could totally destroy ...
anything good I could have felt...
da eyes were in tears and da heart melt and melt...
and den I found u after a couple of days ...
I tried to tell I need u but in stupid ways...
I 'm sure ur da most tendering thing I did ever know...
but just when I'm angry I can't see so !!
forgive me when I'm too nervous to think of what i say...
forgive me please , I couldn't sleep yesterday...
and some awful dreams during all night..
kept reminding me of all da times we had a fight...
and just after 3 hrs of sleep I couldn't stand it more...
I kicked the sleep out and slammed back da door...
and went to da messengers dat always used to tell...
dat used to deliver da feelings, scenes and smells....
da papers who know it now da best ...
I'd win da prize of lovin' u in a global contest...
just ask'em how my night went....
ask 'em da urgency by which they were sent...
and"I miss u insanely"...a msg I had to say by da end...
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