No one knows this,but that night you broke it off with me I went out by that
highway.
I wanted to be alone,things were definitely not going my way.
It's loud as the cars go racing by,
but all I can hear are screams of why.
I thought you loved me,but I guess I was deceived.
To get home,away from those classrooms, I was relieved.
But Now I stand here, praying for the courage to take another step.
I'll go into a deep sleep like I have never slept.
Maybe when I'm gone you'll realize my love for you was real.
But it will be too late, my heart will never heal.
There's still time,come and save me.
Forgive me,and come and dry these tears and love me.
If not then come and push me, like you did with your words,
and let me lay here,food for the birds.
If you hate me,then I don't want to be here.
Celebrate with an assembly and everyone can cheer.
I want this so badly,but fear wins.
So I guess until you change your mind,my heart is stuck with pins.
I dry my eyes and pat my face,
and prepare lies just encase.
I walk in my front door like nothing is wrong,
and try to be the same person I've been all along.
Don't want peoples pity, I just want your love,
alone on my knees, I pray to him above.
But I don't pray for suicide, I pray for me and you.
Realize you love me as much as I love you.
 
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