**This poem was originally called "Beginning or End" and was
written June 3, 2003.

We almost know
What's going to happen
Although the words
Have not yet been spoken
I was being so selfish
And didn't stop to see
That what I was doing
Was hurting him and me
There's no turning back
I've crossed the line
For our relationship
Was ruined this time
He's taking his time
To make his decision
He needs to think carefully
And use great precision
I'm trying so hard not to push
I don't mean to pry
But now when I think of him
I lose it and begin to cry
I'm waiting oh so patiently
For what he had to say
Because no matter what he says
Nothing will be the same
I wish I could show him how much
I've missed him these past couple days
It may be too late
For we are starting to part our seperate ways
The way things are happening
Just doesn't seem right
I think of him every minute
Of every day and night
I'm pouring out my heart
And maybe he doesn't care
But all of my feelings
I really need to share
Wondering what he's thinking
He doesn't know for sure
By his keeping me waiting
Terrible things I must endure
He doesn't mean to do this
That I'm sure is true
But one other thing I also know
Is that I love you
 
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