Please forgive me for all that I’ve done
The world kept on going and I found the gun
It was just lying there as though waiting for me
I tried to turn away but it seemed to be the key

I tried to be a good girl just like you said
I prayed at night alone in my bed
But the days kept getting worse
And the fights were unbearable

You said I should talk
But I thought I was strong
It hurts me so much
Now that your gone

And since you went away
You have left me alone
You promised you loved me
But I still don’t know

I miss you so much
You don’t understand
You get to be happy
While I am stuck in this jam

What should I do?
I just want to be with you
The thoughts fill my head
The wishes of being dead

Then she realizes what she has to do
She picks up the gun and then it is done.
She hovers over her body wondering if it's true

And as she looks down at her body so limp
She appears to be smiling but only a hint
Why does she smile you wonder, but true?
Her life is now over and all the thoughts too.

 
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