I'm tired of putting up with this,
I can't be here any longer with him,
I must get out before we leave again,
I cannot feel the texture of my own skin,
I've gone soft and I've gone hollow,
I cannot do anything but follow,
I cannot hear my own thoughts nor can I take my own breathes,
I've lost all independence that I had left,
Lord please help me now,
Lord please don't let me down,
I have given you long enough to choose between the both of us,
So I guess that you have chosen him,
I will end my own life and never come back again,
A large cold blade cutting deeply into my skin,
I feel dizzy and I feel weak,
The whole world is looking so bleak,
So slowly I fall to the floor ,
I no longer know what to do anymore,
Do I just lie here and wait for someone to take me away and end my pain?
Or will they try to bring me back again?
To many questions that are yet unknown,
I will dissapear now and be all alone.
 
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