Late at night I try to sleep
The drugs I take are killing me
Seven more days of pills on my mind
They’re grasping me, trying to take me,
Trying to take me away I’m not blind
I can’t take this shit anymore I just lay awake
Where did I fuck up to cause all this pain?
What did I do wrong to cause all this for god’s sake
Trying to get a moments rest
Am I just fucked up or am I paying
For the life that I have led
You try and help me through my torment
You sit back helplessly while I vent
To tired to stay awake to afraid to go to sleep
The dreams I dream are not of the future
Not a hint of the past
But each reminds me it could be my last
No one could ever understand how I feel
Unless they have lived it they know how real
The reality of it all the finality of it all
Each night is another chip out of the stone
Falling away to form letters of when I am gone
Thinking to myself wondering how long
How long before it is all done
Before I am long gone just a memory
Of someone you knew in the past
Someone who you remember their laugh
Someone who used to make you smile
Even if it was for only a short while
The sparkle is fading from my eyes
Falling like a star from the sky
Until the lights are finally out
Good night

 
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