That feeling, it's back again
This time I don't want to resist
Do I want a big bottle of pills
Or a knife to slit my wrists
Why should I keep up the fight
No one wants me to win
I get knocked down, and get back up
But I just get knocked down again
My tears mean nothing
My skin, it's just too thin
If this shit still gets to me
How the fuck am I going to win
The hurt won't leave me
It's here every fuckin' day
So what the hell is wrong
With making it all go away
My hands shake, my eyes fill up
I can't work, think, eat, and breathe
I just hurt too dam much inside
It's my life, and I just want to leave
What other option do I have
I can't go through this anymore
I just want to yell FUCK YOU WORLD
Then drop to the cold hard floor
 
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