all alone down deep inside
my fears hidden, never leaving my side.
always on my mind,
whether im loved or hated.
the constant need to be accepted.
to know, if one day, i will be successful
or fail to live up to my expectations
keeps me up all night, sometimes silently crying.
i dont know why, but deep inside,
questions are always holding me back
i wont know till the time comes, of what i want to be, when i grow up.
but the fact that i dont know, scares me.
one day, if im lucky, all my dreams will come true.
and i wont have fear constantly following.
 
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