A million tears I've hid in pain
A million swept away
A million given up for you
Why wouldnt you just stay
The words you scream they hurt my ears
As my mind is fed such wrongs
Never knowing, the things I say
Just please wont you get along!
I really canot understand
What makes you so upset
Your my Mom, and your my Dad
And now this is what love gets?
Please don't do it, not today
It was a good day untill now
I had something to dream about
But through the screams my dreams not found
So I guess this is the end
I'd like to stay just one more day
But my mind is full of things you say
Now we both need to get away
So your gone, you leave me
With my Dad and memories
For only those of me and him
Will stay, thats how I please
But if you do insist, dear Mom
To keep me some of you
The one who left me, motionless
Crying in the blue
The one who left me with these screams
That fill up my cold head
I walk alone in sad regret
Listening to what you said
Like a tape recording of my mind
And of my childhood
Of the tears that swept away in pain
A pool of the past, lay where I stood
I'll keep these locked up, nice and tight
And I hope you've had your laughs
I hope you've now gone far away
I never want you back
It's not the fact you left me
To move to someplace new
I left my friends, my family
And this time thats the truth
It's all the things you left me with
The bitter words you said
The truth might hurt, at times, dear Mom
But the truths not what you fed
You fed me lies, of who I am
And please, who is my brother?
Is he too, a worthless child
Or are you a worthless Mother
You fed me hate, you took my heart
I have tried all that I can
To save my brother, sister too
But they too, have a puddle, where they stand
 
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