Did you ever have one of those days
where it's extremely difficult to get out of bed?
And as the day wear on
you wish you hadn't exerted the effort?
And for some reason,
from the moment you realized you were starting to wake up,
you felt like death, and like
all you wanted to do was cry?

It's just one of those days, I suppose.
One of those days where you almost wish people would care enough to make fun
of you.
One of those days where you see the guy you like,
standing with a girl you could never dream to compete with...
yet, for some masochistic reason you keep trying anyways.

I guess everyone has these days,
no,
wait,
I hope, in some selfish way,
that everyone has these days,
just so I'll know, in a minute way,
that maybe I'm not so different,
maybe I'm not such a freak.
And as I sit on my bed with the lights off
and shades down,
listening to music,
I guess all I'm really doing is hoping that
someone,
somewhere else,
is doing the same.
But I can never be sure,
I'm just not so sure about these days.
 
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