My eyes close slowly
My pen wants to fallI have so much rage inside me
I think i might explode
Turning back time because i feel regret
Turning down my head so no one sees my face
No one should see my anger
No one will ever see my disgrace
This secret i want to gaurd
This is something i wont share
Think back to when you held me
Think back to when i was scared
Pretending you werent on top of me
Pretending i wasnt in that room
Try to find the voice inside me
Try to speak up before my doom
Stop calling my cell phone
Stop racing by my house
Im afraid of whoever touches me
Im afraid of every sound
Questioning every action
Questioning your intentions
No matter who comes up to me
No matter what they mention
Wont trust any man
Wont want to tell them why
Understanding this will take a lifetime
Understanding you i dont want to try
But only you and me will know what happened
But im still pleading leave me alone
Youd think you would have figured out
Youd think you would have known
Screaming at you when your not around
Screaming with my eyes tightly closed
I lost something important that day
I lost myself to something not proposed
You knew i didnt love you
You knew and didnt stop
Now i know what hate is
Now i hate my own heart
Heart is what you stole from me
Heart is something you dont have
Leave all the memories alone
Leave and please dont come back


 
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