Tonight I'm staying home
Because I have no freinds
Tonight I'm staying home
To carry on this trend
Tonight I'm staying home
When you are all about
Tonight I'll sit and weep inside
And tear my insides out
Tonight I'll hide the hate contained
Within this black and white
I'll hide it in my Book of Pain
And read it some other night
I'll read it from my memories
And remember all this rage
No one can reach this book of mine
For this book's without a page
And that night when I'm so lonely
Though side by side with my dispair
I'll think about some of my friends
But know that they don't care
Locked in a cage of daily pain
These people steal your dreams
They take your pride and change your mind
And distort what you believe
These people that I envy
As I just try to be like them
I talk to them, to nothingness
Ignored by all my "friends"
Your hearts all freeze with every word
Of cold remarks to me
My status is for all to see
As you stamp down this decree
I'm now worthless, don't come near
Outcasted, all in vain
Though tonight, you are my newest page
To my empty, Book of Pain
 
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