I perform so many unnoticed acts,
I wonder if at all, I am noticed
I accomplish goals of my own but you seem of no concern, is this fact?
I ameliorate myself, trying ever so hard
I receive no support from you, and become forever scarred
But in my wandering eye's,
I see that it is only you, other's fill me with esteem, but why
can't this pain from you suddenly demise?
Are you too busy, too busy for me?
I remain in retrospect, overlooked pleas
Everything is ever so blurry now
Although none of this you will avow
I convince myself that you'd miss me, if I wear to say farewell,
But then a moment later I do not care, I'm tierd of being confined to
this living hell
I believe you try, but not hard enough
You put insufficiant things before family and friends, but it will never
slough
I have become invisable at times,
So I must think of these rymes
I must excape form you,
And forget your actions, your cruel words, and all untrue
I wonder, do you know what pain you have caused my once tender heart?
Must you continue, must I depart?
I remain in thought, believing that you are just blind,
Maybe, around your heart and mind, are not bind
I live in this hell only for hope
Do not believe it is because I am bound by rope
I stay in sorrow,
But maybe not tomorrow
I know you love me,
But I feel as if though we are not the friends we used to be.
We have drifted apart,
And continue to become farther everyday


 
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