I'm here alone
Yet surrounded by people
i hear the words and their tones..
but im numb to their reality
so consumed and eveloped by the darkness inside of me
i've cried my last tears of innocent blood,
the rain drop running down my face
mixing with my very essence,
im drowning in my hatred
in a pool of my own blood,
im calling
but no one answers
i see no light shinning through the think fog
I'm sick of being here..
i want to die please
Kill me
and let me join' my princess in the sky
I hear her cries and i want to run to her
my hearts weak and my walls are crumbling
the glue holding me together is disolving
and im falling apart right now as i type this..
im sick of being here
someone kill me now
i've tried suicide once, and i'll try it again
all to be out of this place
i have a loved one...
i love him
i do
he told me he loves me
but why do i not believe him
why do i not trust and believe his words
ive been burnt once...
and i'm burning now..
what i want i cant have
what i want is no longer mine

my skins crawling..
i need to be out of here
lock me in a cell
and keep this drama from me..
its buggin' the fuck out of me
and i want out of it all together..

the voices have stoped
their tones have dulled...
i once saw faces...
angry, mutilated faces
now i see nothing.. only backs of people..
the ones that shun me
that are dissapointed of me
ashamed of me
family...
what family..
i've been dis-owned by my own kind
fuck imagary, im not goin' for poetic style..
im jus typing..
letting my fingers tell me my worth
this is nothing..
i am nothing
and will and shall forever be
You can hate me as much as you want
i'm not bothered
I dont care

Juss kill me and get it over with
 
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