Now in my silent tirade
I'm remembering things better forgotten
Secret smiles and sly winks
Nervous kisses and silly games
In this awful charade of indifference
I find myself suffering more than necessary
I can't stop wondering where my mistake was
What did I do wrong?
Didn't I do everything the way you wanted?
Didn't I make it apparent that I had feelings for you?
My words were wasted
And my affection was refused
Though I tried to get through your wall
Without breaking it down completely
I just wanted to be close to you
Now my heart twists at the thought of you with someone else
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