Tonight is just like every night
Where I lay sick inside
Where you lay careless, of my tears
And watch me slowly die
Tonight is just like every night
Despised in every way
You may not breathe this same dismay
But your whose dead, today
Tonight is just like every night
Where I think of one more chance
To make up one more simple thought
To complete my flawless plan
My perfect crime it could never fail
With someone, just like me
Maybe, if I cared, just then
It would be hard to believe
But O no sir, please mark my words
As I have marked all yours
With every whisper, and every laugh
I've counted every tearfull cure
Mark my thoughts and mark my plans
And arrange yourself to run
Piled up year by year
Hatefull words, I've now become
This daily sickness grows in me
And every night expelled
With one more attempt to kill myself
And one more inch towards hell
But every day it grows again
With one more cold remark
One more thought, I try to stop
Before it gets to heart
Tonight I have succombed to hate
And in your disbelief
You thought I cared, I'll show you now
I'll mark you all with grief
You played with me and played my mind
And every day is new
This day my mind has other plans
Today it's taking you
Today it's suicidal
And your pleads are far too few
And as I die, I'd say goodbye
Though you are coming, too
 
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