I can feel the pain rise from below
Erupting like an eager volcano
I drift in and out of consciousness
Remembering the days of purity and bliss
I just want to erase this sorrow within me
And bandage the wounds that broke me down, helplessly
Release me from this burden that has been cast down upon my weakened heart
And wash my hands of this guilt that tears me apart
Day by day
The only thing I want is for you to stay
To touch your hand and wipe those tears from your face
But all these emotions are so out of whack and won't stay in place
I feel so powerless without you here
Trembling with misconception and fear
I feel so blinded by the light at the end of the road
Confusion of a sort of which direction to go and when to be bold
I feel so cold from head to toe
My lips are frostbitten from the nectars I used to bestow
I guess it is true that my heart is cold
But these memories are why I bleed, as they scold
My thoughts are so mixed within my mind
Leaving me in a bind
The path keeps twisting and bending
These deep wounds need some mending
Just lead me to that delicate voice of reason
So my heart won't be left in treason
I wish to follow the dream never dreamt
And learn the ways of the angels, mezmorizing and content
To correct the wrongs in my life
And do what is right with strife
I just want to stare at the clouds, motionless
And think of your beautiful face, breathless
Just to know we are one in the same
And stop chosing someone to blame
Please forgive me for my misjudgments that often complicate
So I can lead us to the stars for our very last date
I promise I will be everything you have ever wished for
Instead of leaving you heart broken and sore
I will remove these open wounds that I left behind
Instead of gashes turning into scars, forgotten and declined
I will see you in the promise lands, I am sure
I love you indefinitely; you are so pure
Good-bye my beauty, my love, my everything.....
Bless it be....a blissful dream..
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