I've been alone for so very long
I dare say that I've been forgotten
By myself and the world around me.
Your effervescent eyes have awakened me
Brushing all the dust away
Though I fear you'll never stay

So I memorized the color of your eyes
From all the times they would stare deeply into mine
I even memorized the way our legs entwined
While we held one another in each other's arms
And the sweet taste of our lips touching one another

Many memories that I have kept locked up
Of all the times you called me your Goddess
And the feel of your hand caressing my cheek
I tried to keep them all in a safe place
So when you've gone, I'd never forget you.

I kept your charming smile alive in my dreams
From all the times I would make you smile
I made a recording of your voice locked in my mind
When you had whispered to me all the times I slept
And the sweet smell that adorned you always

In my own sleep, I'll cling to you absentmindedly
I'm was so afraid, afraid the time will come
That I'll face reality that you are finally gone
But you've promised that you'll not abdandon me
And tried to kiss my fears away.

But still I memorized the way our eyes meet
Like it was a lock and key of my heart.
And I memorized how warm you feel
When you lay half asleep beside me.
Every little detail is so much to captivate.

I've been so alone for so long
So I know how much it does hurt
When you must wake up all alone
But somehow I'll pull through strong
In coating my mind with once happy times

So I'll memorize all of your laughter
While my own seems to have fallen rare.
And I'll memorize the way the moonlight
Would always frost your darkened hair.
Just so I'll be ready when I awaken
Alone.

 
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