I close my eyes
to get away
Looking in the past
so far away
If I could change this
or if I could change that
my existence wouldn't be
a waste of life to me
Everyday I live
I pray for help,
self-control,
that's what I need-
A meaningless life
it's so sad
I look around
at what I've become
I just can't go on
not one more day-
I don't want to die
I want to live
I close my eyes
to think back-
innocence is gone
no one to blame
Looking in the mirror
I only see me
I'ts all my fault
I'm to blame
Self-hatred is the name of
my game.

I want to change but it's too late.
I'ts horrible to hate your self.
Brandy
 
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