How can I feel so good
And then all of a sudden I get hit
With all these thoughts
And I just feel like shit

So sedated and calm
Leaves me with no expression
I feel no love or security
Only filled with darkness and depression

I just can't take it anymore
To live in this world I despise
The love I have for my own death is insatiable
So tonight I die, no compromise

No pain, no misery
No gun to my head, no razor to my wrists
No standing on a chair with a rope from the ceiling
Just snorting my death with complete happiness

I'm ending all of your suffering
I don't want anymore tears except for the ones you will shed
Because you will cry and say that you miss me
But you won't have to worry about me, I'll be dead

 
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