Sometimes I get these sudden urges to die
But I can't kill myself so I break down and cry
I don't know why
These feelings just come over me
I just wish they would let go and set me free
Instead they stay so I'm looking for the key
I need all the answers before I can go on
To see whether or not I should be gone
Waiting for someone to push my throat into the blade it rests upon
Lying here cradling myself, just falling apart
Why can't someone come along to help me depart?
I guess I'll just keep wishing my body was as cold as my heart
It's not Halloween yet, so why does this seem like hell?
There is nobody listening, so who should I tell?
They just commented, watching me as I fell
Killing myself, and taking everyone around
I didn't think I could hurt you without making a sound
I don't know what I'm looking for, but it's something I
haven't found
Deprive my lungs of oxygen and lay me on the floor
Put me in a coffin, and quickly close the door
It's been a waste of life, and I don't want anymore
There will always be things I do that I really don't mean
And it's hard to admit, but I'm a dope fiend
I guess you could say, I'm just an ignorant teen
Nothing I do seems to be right
Our love will never again be as tight
But I'll do anything I can to make things alright
Just put me away, and rid of all your pain
Only for a little while will there be rain
You'll only have lost one thing, and the rest is to gain

 
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