So it has come down to this
Drug abuse and emptiness
Drowning my pillow in tears each night
Bawling so bad that I tend to lose sight
Suicide reins through my mind, I see every reason to leave
I see nothing in this life that I could receive
My life has been wasted, no reason to stay
Fighting everyone from day to day
Dressed in black because I see no light
There is no reason why I shouldn't end my life tonight
Let the blood flow down
As I leave this world with a frown
The ones who love me will probably cry
But that's okay, it is my time to die
If I go on there will just be more pain
These feelings of depression I cannot restrain
As my body grows cold and begins to rot
You'll realize that you haven't missed me as much as you thought
Take the memories of me and throw them out
You don't want me in your head, without at doubt
Your life will get better from here
So do not worry, my dear
When my heart stops beating my darkness is set free
But if you miss me so much, why don't you join me?

 
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