How did my life come down to this?
Doing everything that i said i wouldn't
Doing everything people say that i shouldn't
One thing keeps me alive
And she knows who she is
Internally demolishing the ones that i love
I try not to make them hurt but they always suffer
I try to escape from everything every now and then
Relieving myself from worries and reality
Giving myself a false sense of security
What's left inside is far from purity
Often times i wonder why i was brought into this world
Will i be just another lonely child to wander this earth?
Make nothing of his life and just be nothing of worth?
Sometimes i wish i knew
I don't know if i'm alive or dead inside
Open to everything
But sometimes i just try to hide
The real me
The story of my life. . .it seems like nothing. . .

 
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