Many guys have hurt me
Beaten my spirit and my soul
Took what they wanted
And left my heart not whole
Used me, brutally selfish
Not caring the effects on me
I am left empty and in shame
Questioning what I’ve come to be
I’m a whore and you’re happy
You made me feel this way
I feel even worse and self-loathing
Because no guy seems to stay
I surrender to my carnal needs
But what I do is not right
I make new promises to avoid guys
But forget them in the night
I do not sleep around on purpose
But each guy leaves me more lonely than the first
I need to the his comforts
For kisses, I do thirst
But I want a steady guy
One who will stay with me true
I want someone I can trust to care
I want to hear “I Love You”
 
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