His eyes were sweet
His words were kind
His almost perfection could make you blind.
He was having fun running in and out of crime.
He seemed so happy with this horror we call life.
Until it was suffocated with dispair and strife.
He kept it all inside until he realized how much he hated life and wanted to
die.
At the end of the day he would lay in his bed in the dark and try not to
cry.
no-one would believe he could kill himself, that he was not afraid to.
Day by day he carved up his arms
he didnt think it would cause any harm..
It soon became a daily routine
He wanted to prove everyone wrong...that he could to kill himself.
He had told everyone what he had been hiding from the world.
Everyone who he had pretended and made false friendships with now knew the
truth.
He had a date set to prove everyone wrong and told them not to feel ruth.
Thats when my world went crumbling down...
The guy that i once loved and cared for and told all my problems to...was
gone.
It felt as if my heart had been ripped out and shattered into a million
pieces.
He's gone forever
I can never see him or talk to him ever again is what kills me the most.
It may not have affect pretty much of anybody on the east coast
but it has affected me deeply..
no-one will ever know just how much he meant to me
I sit in my room and continuously cry as the days pass me by.
I will yet see him again when my journey throughout life is complete.
When it decides to stop and end all of its pain.
Maybe death is a pleasurable experience lifting a weight off our shoulders.
Only you know now
I hope that you are finally happy where you are
All i have left now are pictures and memories left of you
the pictures may fade away but my memory will not.
I will never forget you my best friend there wont be a day that passes by
the i wont think of you and your unfailing faith,Rest In Peace Justin.

-Justin Angelo-
1987-2002
'' your memory will always remain''
 
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