Feeling lost inside.
Keep asking: “why?”
Thought love existed,
but all were just one big lie.
Nothing seems real.
How can love turn into despair?
How do you think this makes me feel?
Trying to hide it all,
but the mask wont cover the tears.
My depressing mood keeps getting worse,
and a suicidal thought crosses my mind,
but the hope of someone loving me,
keeps me going on, or is it?
Envy, sorrow and grief are all that exist in me.
Why isn’t any meant for me?
But well life is no big deal.
Well not for me, cause I do not feel.


 
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