Neither a day nor a minute goes by
Where I don’t consider
Removing my sorrow
Removing my animosity
Removing myself

Perfect Silence
Perfect Solitude
Perfect Death

Just a little more liquid
Within the syringe
Just a little more pressure
Applied to the veins
Just a few more pills added
To the one bottle swallowed

Ultimate Tranquility
Ultimate Seclusion
Ultimate Demise

So now I am left to consider
Only two more details
Which choice offers
The least amount of suffering
And finally
When do I start

The syringe is quite the hassle
With all the measuring
And constricting
Slitting my wrists would not be easy
With all the blood and mess
It could take awhile
And maybe
Never enough pressure would be applied
Pills would be simple enough
Shouldn’t take too long
Just have to find an adequate amount

So do I start today
Or maybe tomorrow
Or should I do it
After this post?????

 
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