I keep falling inside
these contorted lies
I keep telling myself
that it will heal itself
but things never...
things never get better.

I feel too hopeless to cry
and I don’t realize why
the pain is too much
this pain you can’t touch
and things never...
things never get better.

Im hiding these screams
inside empty dreams
that I never write down
that I never say are around
but things never...
things never get better.

I can feel my chest burning
wish I could stop yearning
to cry really hard
and to let fall the shards
still things never..
things never get better.

It hurts my insides
the strength used to hide
all the hopelessness living
kills the effort I’m giving
though things never..
things never get better.

Will this hopelessness suffice
will there ever be justice
for the strain on my heart
for me falling apart
when things never..
things never get better.

Oct-20-03/7:00pm-Tuesday
 
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