I spend my days with you
And love you just the same
This broken home, of hollow grief
This reality of shame
I spend my days making the best
Of what life's given us
The screams of terror, fill the halls
Forgotten love and trust
Dear mother and dear father
You might not listen in
But we'd like a simple home again
One not destroyed by drugs and gin
They may not hear our thoughts
They may not even care
But sis, your mine, and I am yours
Forever love, I swear
Tonight we'll talk of something new
I wonder how you'll take it
I'm sure you've felt this way before
Dreaming on your soaking blanket
Is it different, if I do?
And explain myself to you
Is it different, I explain
My mind's disfigured truths?
Sis I'd like to kill myself
Escape this horrid pain
I've lost all love, I've lost all hope
Acquiring my shame
Mom and Dad seem hopeless
My friends at shool don't care
The teachers, and all those happy kids
Look at me and stare
I'd turn around If I just knew
Where I'd be turning to
The only place that I've got left
Is in this room, with you
Sis, hes drinking yet again
He wont even realize
He'll hear the screams of desperate pain
Never opening his eyes
Shell wonder where it came from
And maybe stop to check
Maybe she'll pass out again
I bet you I'm correct
The people that we used to know
The liers and the haters
They'll see our names some day, maybe
On the last page of the paper
The people that have mocked us
And knocked us to our knees
Might notice that wierd unnamed girl
From school, now on T.V.
Dad and Mom would move along
To the next days empty fix
They'll sell our things for but spare change
That is how they get their kicks
Through the high they might realize
That something went so wrong
Two children that they never had
Are mysteriously gone
Two children that they never loved
Never kissed or gave them hugs
These children's lives are shattered
Superficial, unto drugs
Evict from us the pain of life
And cast it out, forever
Hell shall gratify our thoughts
Come here, let's die together
 
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