To dance, To suck
To strip, To fuck
To live, To die
To do anything but cry
To compete, To lie still
For relief, For a thrill
To fight, To seem cool
To stay sane, To get through school

You’re killing yourself
To keep from killing yourself
You’re living life through demented eyes

You think you’re speaking the truth
But the truth is altered
So you’re speaking ironic lies

Freedom from reality
But to a new master you slave
Confined in a shell of a person
Lost mindless creature, not possible to save

Friends from enemies and enemies of friends
Human relations fuck up and crumble
Your body is deteriorating
Blurred sight, lost stagger, faint mumble

Dreamlike trances
Empty stare
Numb simplicity
Problems blare

You lie in bed
Everything is better now

All your pain went away
Everything is better now

You’re at ease, no desire to move
Everything is better now

Needle in your arm, you’re dead
Everything is gone, you wonder how


 
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