I've followed this path before
And I've always seemed to fall face first on the floor
I know I'm the reason for this burden cast down upon me
I'm just so tired of trying and being so blind to see
That although I'm the one causing the pain
My heart has finally died and I'm the one left to blame
I'm a failure in some eyes and worthless in the next
Allowing the blood to spurt from my arm so I can write this in context
My emotions have finally run dry
And I guess it's true that my short lived happiness will die
For I am the reason why people talk behind my back
I am the bearer of bad news and I am the one with hope to lack
I've burned down all the bridges and lead you astray
I've cared for you truly and all I got was scars out of dismay
I can't take this pain anymore because it hurts so much
And often people say that I'm the one who is out of touch
No one understands the torture I've consumed
No one has walked through my life and learned that it is doomed
The star that I've followed for so long
I've tried to find that special someone and find out where I belong
But now I've learned that I am no good for anyone and will be left
misunderstood
So I guess this misery will dwell within my heart that once was pure and
good
And I will die without someone to care for, for I am unable to love
Along with all the emotion that I have spilled, I guess I'll be a
lonely dove

Bless it be.....an unblissful dream
 
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