why does he still control my every thought, my every emotion
even though we are done, he still is part of me
miles apart and his presence still tortures me
how long will i have to suffer
when will i give in
his touch, his laugh, his kind words
still play forever in my mind
why lord do you permit this
why does my heart decieve me
now my eyes are filled with tears
my heart aches
hands trembling, knees shaking
what has he ever done worthy of my devotion
i am nothing to him
but yet, his spirit resides in me
and wont leave until i learn to trust again
but who can i trust
if i cant even trust the ones that i love
its pathetic to be living in such grief
he surrounds every part of me
even in my dreams
but now i need to push aside my sorrow
i need a new one to love, to steal my heart away
fill me with passion
give me a reason to live
i closed up my wounds to make room for you
i promise not to lie, to make you feel my pain
if you promise to do the same
 
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