Friends say that I am positive
they think they are right
Adults say its stress
that i need to sleep at night
what if i was
what if i knew
what if i was wrong
what if i didnt know what to do
i showed all the signs
everything seemed there
everyone said i was over-reacting
but did they really care
the sickness got worse
and i couldnt stand
i wanted to forget it
but they held my hand
what if i was
what if it they are right
what if i was
what if it was just that night
Now i know its over
and people say its stress
Just because i didnt have it
suddenly i'm a mess
If it was never there
than was i insane
Will they understand
that it still caused pain
what if i was
what if it was real
what if i was right
what if it can not feel
i want to know now
i want to take the test
but its too late now
i have to rest
If it was there
than i really know
i'd be a mother
but i'm letting that go
What if i was
will i ever see its face
what if i was
would i be a young disgrace


 
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