I never used to be this way
The scars were never there
I used to look at self-mutilation
And wonder why they cared

But now im that person
That id never thought id be
I never saw it coming
If only you could see

There were so many lies
Deciets
Cries
Defeats

Behind my eyes theres the starving girl
Wishing for escape
Trying to find someone
Who understands the trait

Because its what rules my life
No matter what i want
Because no matter what i say or do
Theres always the inner taunt

It always my imperfections
That scrape at my skin
Its always that same inner battle
Ill never be able to win

I know i say ill deal with it
That its stupid teen shit
But ill do as ive always done
And live off it
 
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