you always seem to enjoy
tearing me apart
you always love to destroy
the things closest to my heart
everyone i love is everyone you hate
and your apologies came a little too late
i know i'm not a model child
and i know you think i'm out of control and wild
i'm sorry for not being able to make you proud
and i'm sorry for playing my music too loud
i may be a typical teenager
that doesnt mean i'm always in danger
i do my homework and do my chores
and try to follow the best course
i may not always dress how you want me to
i may not make the good grades like you want me to
i promise i will make something of myself
i may not admit it, but i do need help
i appreciate all that you do for me
but your words and actions get the best of me
and i cant control how i feel
i just dont know the best way to deal
you always make me feel like im worthless
thats why i feel like my lifes a mess
i'm sorry for not living up to expectations
but i'm me
and thats the best i can be
 
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