Alcohol to replace worries, to be my friend
Spit exchanged to make me feel pretty again
Cum dripping down my stomach as I lay in shame
Tears because he wont remember my name
Water to wash away the dirtiness I feel
Alcohol to make everything seem less real
Blood to drip out my pains of the world
Ink to release as I lay in my bed curled
Oil to ignite and burn all the hurt
Poison to my soul as a crumble in the dirt
Alcohol to make me feel human again
 
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