I see the people all around me saying how pretty and nice i was , how i
helped so many people .

And all the while there saying these things , I feel like i could have lived
more then what i did.
I dont think i lived up to my potential in life , my life was all about
meeting a new guy every week and trying to keep him around .
My parents always loved me and told me i did everything right , but now
their looking at me through this glassy coffin , crying wishing i was with
them .
All my sisters ever wanted was to be the "favorite daughter" , and
now looking at me they say "we could never take her place".
My boyfriend stands beside me and my grave and a tear falls from his eye and
i just know hes thinking how much he loves me .
I wonder if my best friends misses me if she cared at all , oh look there
she is looking at me crying her eyes out like she misses me . When i know
that all the time she wanted me to be gone so that she could live her life
without my interference.
And now I see everyone how they really will be when im lying in the glass
coffin with that happy look on my face , really just wanting to get out and
live again .
 
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