waking up everyday not knowing what to expect
waking up everyday not knowing what is next
wondering will it be bad or will it be good
maybe i shouldn't or maybe i should
these are the questions i ask myself
these are the reasons i cry for help
know one really see's what im seeing
know one really know's all these feeling's im feeling
asking myself why do these bad things always happen to me
wondering is this really my life and is it reallity
Nothing evers easy it only gets harder
when happiness seems closest it only gets farther
people tell me these things all make you stronger
to me it only makes me sadder and depression last even longer
to know the answers you have to know the questions
and to figure out the answers to the questions you have to learn the
lessons
all the stories that ive told are the things that tear me all apart
all the words that i share are thoughts that come straight from the heart
what happened to me is that ive got lost in the confusion
the only thing that i know is that happiness is only an illusion

this poem is for my dad he died in an auto accident on 10-18-03 rip dad ill
always love u
 
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