Crying so loud
in a crowded room
Screaming til i my voice is gone
still no one looks my way
no one even glances up
I look for people that I once knew
and I find them there
staring there
off at nothing, lookin thru me
people that promised they'd always be there
that if i should ever shed a tear
they would hold my hand and say
"its alrite, it'll be okay"
and now they ignore me
dont see my bleeding face
and slowly i begin to realize
to everyone i am invisible
and im scard cuz i know
i realize i am alone
time goes by
and i begin to accept my fate
no one there with me
the day i finally stop caring
the day i accept it all, is the day
they look at me
and if i start screaming and crying once more
ill disappear. so i smile and laugh
so i can fit in with all these faceless people
so i wont be invisible
i wont let myself become that again
never again...no never invisible again
 
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