They make the tears flow
And the blood run.
I am nothing more than a human,
Nothing less than dirt.

I breathe.
And?!
I speak.
And?!
I reason.
And?!
I love.
That makes you more.
I hate.
That makes you more.

Appalling torture,
Meticulous words, lies.
All these things add to us.
The plague of the earth, the moral rock-bottom,
And the only destruction.

I breathe.
And?!
I speak.
And?!
I reason.
And?!
I love.
That makes you more.
I hate.
That makes you more.

Why am I only loved by a “kind”?
The rest only tolerate.
So what that I’m smart?
So what that I’m hurting?
I’m ugly, deformed.
She’s not worthy.

I deserve life but they don’t have it to give to me.
My life will dissipate soon,
And death will be welcome.
Pain is what keeps you alive,
Keeps you feeling.

I breathe.
And?!
I speak.
And?!
I reason.
And?!
I love.
That makes you more.
I hate.
That makes you more.

They all need to die.
They all need to live.
Let nature decide.
What is to be
Is not to be known.
Knowledge drags you
Further into the abyss.
Friends increase sorrow.
Why to be loved
By more than one or two?
A ripped heart
And a trampled soul.

I breathe.
And?!
I speak.
And?!
I reason.
And?!
I love.
That makes you more.
I hate.
That makes you more.


Why am I always torn away,
And given my soul back
On a piece on a shattered glass?!
The minutes tick by, and
My tears flow by.
Grief floods me;
Those I love, I hurt.
They wouldn’t hurt if I wasn’t there.
They would be happy.

I breathe.
And?!
I speak.
And?!
I reason.
And?!
I love.
That makes you more.
I hate.
That makes you more.

I fall to the darkness, and
I cry for help;
They turn away.
No rescue,
No Lassie for me this time.
They’ll let me die,
Let me descend to my doom.
Joy is only for the living,
Laughter for the coherent.
Love makes you more.
HATE makes you more than them.
 
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