The joy I felt surpassed my mind
The sadness comes when I unwind
Questions of confusion set in

I do not know where things will go
I don’t know if I want to know
But knowledge is just a little peace of mind

If I pull back what I put in
Will it restart and just begin
Does anything new come of something old?

I don’t know where I’m going yet
But it’s all downhill I’m getting wet
Can the bottom really be a blissful end?

Maybe I am not enough
To go uphill because it’s tough
But I am here and feel just like you do

The past does not exist now
What I want in the future I wonder how
But nothing is ever enough without being content

I’m not content now, that is to come
A content man is what I can become
But can contentment with another person change?

Now I can only wait for my turn
A twist of fate, a sudden yearn
But I am only a piece in the puzzle to say

Where she goes I cannot say
I dream about this everyday
And without loss of feeling I can only lose

I put myself in an unlikely situation
A consistent pain and a slight irritation
And your wants may never be met because of me

But if I get past all that I feel
And make our friendship something real
Will you try to draw me into something more?

You’ll do what you want at this time
A sudden urge, a reasonless rhyme
And all I will do is wait and feel the same


 
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