Loneliness on this bleak night; ever quiet I sit in the light
Wondering deeply of which I will not be able to understand
An irony to ponder, my thoughts begin to wander
What seemed to be the end, was a beginning I can see now
I can see only what will begin

I can remember a time, a reason without any rhyme
But a shallow doubt couldn’t be taken so seriously just yet
A smile in a mirror, a face without a single fear
So much would have been saved if the truth were so obvious to me
But I can see only down

Accidentally puncture me; I’ll understand you’ve got to see
But now the forgiveness will forever haunt me, for I did not know the truth
I see that you really care, but understand it isn’t fair
Suffering suffers no matter what the cause or purpose you must see
And I can see only the darkness inside you

Never felt something so soft, to make me feel that much aloft
I can only remember the feelings I felt while being with you
Now they’re gone and that is all, no more kiss, not even a call
But what is gone, stolen, or lost, or given away is still gone.
Now I can see only the past

Much time has passed already; now I will go slow and steady
This time a nudge is touching me, it’s pushing me too fast, what is this?
What can I possibly do when thinking only about you?
And the callow sadness is haunting me with your plead to have me there
I can see only now

You’ve made it clear that you care about me, just not when I’m there
You have to be caring to be upset with something seemingly small
I will not forgive or forget. You’re still hurting me, even yet.
Is this forgivable, forgettable, it will go on with him, with me.
Can I see only you now?

 
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