The sheen from the blade slices against my accepting skin,
With that my tangled emotions bind,
The strings from my heart,
Never had been tied,
I fall to the cold, unwarming floor,
The tears from my caring eyes seep,
I let out a gasping “silent” scream,
Not that anyone would hear my unnerving voice anyway.
The blood pours from my unclosed vien,
I don’t even feel the pain anymore,
Even though I wish I felt it,
I want, need, to escape,
Escape from the sadness,
Escape from the insanity of myself,
Escape from my desolate mind,
My mind, rather hers, has played coy tricks and games,
I am lost in confusion, fractured-emotions, and all around depression,
This would be lifes ultimate lesson,
I have nowhere to go,
No where to turn,
So I left my only reality,
Hoping to stumble opon surreal thoughts,
I knew the only way out was to die,
Was to let others mourn,
Is to.. become.. forgotten…

 
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