i'm through, done with it, its over
this will be my last words to you
no matter what i say
no matter how many times i've defended you
no matter how many times i've been there for you
no matter what
you always saw past me and did as you pleased
not once thinking about my shattered heart you're stepping on
someday i wont be here
no more words to make you feel better
no more lies to make you feel strong
no more compliments to feed your ego
no more kisses to make you feel wanted
no more talking you out of bad choices
no more trying to live up to expectations
no more never being enough
i saw past your disguise
and dismissed your reputation
and still stayed by your side
no matter what
i promised i'd always love you
i'd never turn my back
no matter how much i wanted to
i'm tired of pouring out my feelings
in letters you wont read
ive waited so long for you
i thought you could make me complete
but you only made me completely miserable
i loved you
where else do you hope to find that
who else would suffer this long for you
no one
and thats all i am to you
but maybe some day you'll need me
maybe even think about what you've lost
need me to be your provider, your shoulder to lean on
the one you could always run back to
if that day ever comes
just look back in your past
until you find this day
then you'll know where to find me
you'll know how i fell for you
and maybe you'll even regret it
but i doubt it
because you dont know this pain
just remember
everything you'll ever need
is burried inside of me

 
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