I’m sick of being depressed
I don’t want to live this way
I just want to be happy
And not dread every day
I don’t want to be hated
For things I can’t control
Your judgement makes me empty
I just want to be whole
I don’t want to be lonely
I want someone to care
I want to wake up in the morning
And have someone still there
I don’t want to be sad
I don’t want to always think the worse
I don’t want to wander aimlessly
Thinking I am cursed
I don’t want to be a druggie or a drunk
I don’t want to destroy myself to feel okay
I don’t want to numb the world
To make it through the day
I don’t want you to make me feel bad
For the things that I do
I want you to realize
I do them because of you
 
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