Sitting in my bathroom
While the tub fills up with madness
Have my kitchen knife ready to slit me of my sadness
And seal me into my dark wooden tomb
I don’t want to turn back

Undressing myself slowly, telling my clothes goodbye
Dip my toes in to get a feel
For the water that will help me kill
And lead me to a place, so high
I’ll never turn back

My body is emerged within this pool of hellish water
Looking up as I have so many times
For god to answer my prayers and rhymes
Saying goodbye to my parents, who’ll miss their perfect daughter

Taking the knife to my wrist, I rid myself of this nightmare
Thinking about my friends and family who love me so much
My boyfriend who gave me a lover’s touch
My eyes widen into a nervous stare
I want to turn back

I struggle to move my bloodied body out
But too much has been taken away
I don’t want to leave my life today
Trying to take the easy route
I can’t turn back







 
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